ok so not to be dramatic (i’m being dramatic) but 

thought i might sneak a read more thingo there

i have a fixation on death due to my anxiety and being confronted with sudden  death on television (esp when it’s a situation where it’s like yep was gonna happen can’t stop it life is actually shit) sends me straight into panic mode so right now I am panicking.

im looking at you jtv seriously what even was that.